Monthly Archives: April 2015

Let’s have a pity party…1…2…3…awwwww

Wow…the past couple of days have been one big pity wallow-fest. You’d think, being a grown up and all, I’d be past this and able to be a grown up about it. But I am not, and I don’t want … Continue reading

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And another thing…

2 months ago today was Himself’s memorial service. That entire week was set apart from time. It is an entirely different…something. It was a transition period for us, going from being wife and sons to…Not A Wife Anymore and Her … Continue reading

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The necessity of sorrow

The past several days have been difficult, but necessary. All the things have been done, and business is managed. Days are no longer filled with paperworks and phone calls and endless driving around being all official and doing of important … Continue reading

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That Oh Sh*t Moment

The day started out perfectly normal. #4 needed harassing to get up, the coffee was lovely, breakfast went well, kid to school, all that nice and comfortable morning stuff. O how I love a routine. It’s like living out a … Continue reading

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+2 months

It’s been 2 months since Himself had his heart attack. We’ve made it. All the paperwork has been done and is in place…the official Big Decision stuff that had to be done, even in the middle of the admonitions by … Continue reading

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#4 and I are making a quick trip to Alabama today, just an overnight thing. I have an appointment with The Good Dr. H. tomorrow. In preparation for that, I’ve been doing a whole lot of personal evaluation. One of … Continue reading

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It ain’t over yet.

I kind of lost it last night. While getting ready for bed, I spent some time looking at Himself’s dresser, which has been cleaned but not de-Himselfed (all his coin jars, the humidor, the beaker full of pens and pencils … Continue reading

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Deeep Breath.

The hard part now is realizing that nothing will ever be as it was. Intellectually I understand that, and my brain says “alrighty then, let’s deal with it.” but the Precious princess emotional part wants to throw herself on the … Continue reading

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Motivational Thinking

Today has been spent on the phone, dealing with the assorted Insurance Issues. Healthcare has been handled and is in place to start May 1, with a short umbrella policy to cover us from April 28, when COBRA runs out, … Continue reading

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what? ummm…where was I?

All week long I have been staying busy. I want to be gone, not at home, not being Normal and Housewife, the wife part is gone now, and being just House won’t work because I’m neither male nor drug addled. … Continue reading

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